Friend and Foe- A year in retrospect

You and I have shared the good,the bad, and the ugly but I think of all the times we've shared and I've been the one holding on to a dream. The good old days of our friendship... The simpler times. I've always had your back regardless of the reprecautions. I don't feel you've fought for me. It's always been me. I'm tired of that routine. I can no longer make excuses because "we're girls." The caddyness will be there and so will the tension. I got you the job you have because I knew you weren't stupid despite of what other people told you or made you believe. It's hard to see your face at work. I want to punch you and hurt you in ways I dare not speak but I am not going to keep this negativity in my heart or soul. May the universe treat you well my friend and foe.
2/04/2010

Spare me the drama

Ok so I'm 26. Not married. No kids. My car is paid off :) I have a boyfriend who loves me and we've been together for 3 years. But why isn't this good enough? Don't get me wrong, I want to spend the rest of my life with this man and eventually have my own child but I'm in no rush to do that right now. I love the time we spend together alone without a baby crying in the background. I love spending time with our dog Wolfgang who pretty much is like our child. My life is chaotic as is ...why would I want to introduce a child into it? When the time is right i'll gladly fit into those mommy dearest shoes (I'll behave)and be the mom who loves unconditionally but until then pregnancy can be prevented with birth control! My preference: the Nuvaring. So remember to wrap it up, take the pill or don't have sex. There's too many of us out there Please be considerate.

Abuelito Querido

Yesterday was my grandfathers'70th bday and he was just glowing with happiness. He's made it this far and I couldn't be prouder. He may not be wealthy but he is healthy,with a smile, and a joke in hand. He doesn't look back at his past because it only stops him from moving forward. I love him more now than I ever thought I would love a man like I loved my father when he was alive.